*zaman dolu2*

salam and hi there,

i did start my day today with mood yang kurenggg..adoi~ hmm..my sleep was being disturbed so many times sbb i da pergi telan byk giler ubat batok malam semalam, sbb tu la mcm moody sket bile tidur x cukup..x cukup2 lagi ke i tidur?? kang tidur tak bangun2 lagi naya dowww..

hmmm, i learnt and got something new today..from one's blog, i read the article that regards to girls menengah rendah..hmm, doesn't mean that you don't have any admirer during your schooldays = in the future you will not have any boyfie or hubby..aduyai, ape sangat la peminat2 tu compared to the pranggg results and the future..aite?? betol gak ape yg blogger tu cakap when, zaman dolu2..boys suke tgk girls yg chantek..yg pakai make up g sekolah, yg slim gitu..yg gigi lurus and whatsoever laaaa, tp xsemestinya couple time sekolah will ensure the relationship will be ended with an ultimate marriage kann?? mostly, tak dew!! and, one more thing..what i found after i read novel baru keluaran alaf 21 for sure, written by anis ayuni..'saat kau kata cinta', the story goes..puppy's love laaa, nak tunjuk la yg puppy's love neh x bawak ke mane pon..x di nafikan mmg ade yg couple time sekolah dolu2 kawen and bahagia, tp peratusan nye x byk..and ramai yg couple time sekolah, alih2 bile da besaq..kawen dgn org lain, aduyai~

to be frank, me too..pernah je minat guys kat sekolah dolu2, hehe..muke gatai, but i know..yg tu sume x bawak ke mane pon sbb at the end of the school days, we are going to be separated sbb masing2 akan balik ke hometown sendiri and will further the studies based on their own minat kann?? x kuase i nak amek field lain dr law kalau guy yg i admire tu minat engine..aaaa, x kuase denn..=)) and i mananged to put myself a the limit line when i whispered to myself that one sweet day i'll find out a real guy that will love me for the way i am..ameen, now..i am glad that i found him, alhamdulillah..

thank you Allah, for re-opening our heart..mine especially, semoga 4 thn mendatang..kami akan 'dipertemukan' dlm keadaan hati dan kasih sayang yg masih terpaut antara satu sama lain, yg masih kukuh..semoga segala nya selamat dan terpelihara dlm peliharaanMu ya Allah, peliharakan lah iman kami padaMu..semoga nanti hati kami masih kekal menyayangi antara satu sama lain walaupun selepas 4 thn, kami akan 'bertemu' dlm keadaan profession yg berbeda dr apa yg kami ada sekarang ya Allah..kau permudahkan lah segala urusan dan perjalanan kami ya Tuhan,

then, i wanna share something here..doa untuk mendekatkan jodoh, ehem2..mesti ramai aaa pas neh kan yg nk amek doa neh, doa+usaha+ikhtiar taw..semoga segala nya dpt apa yg d inginkan..tp, don't let yourself down kalu doa tu Allah x makbulkan or lambat makbulkan..sbb;

• Allah nak kita tunggu masa yang sesuai untuk makbulkan hajat tersebut sbb Dia nk tgk kita usaha sungguh2 nk dapatkan ape yg kite nak tuh..tol x? sbb..kalau kite asyik senang dapat ape yg kite hajat, kite xkan rase susah nk dapatkannya..then, kite xkan hargai sangat ape yg kite dapat tu..ala2, do take things for granted gitu..kan2??
• Allah x makbulkan doa kite sbb Dia nk anugerah kan perkara lain yg mungkin lebih baik drpd ape yg kite harapkan dan hajatkan selama neh..sape la kite ni manusia nk d bandingkan dgn Yg Maha Mencipta kan?? Dia Lebih Mengetahui, so..Dia lebih berhak untuk approve or reject doa kite kan? kite xtaw and x sure g ape yg kite hajat kan tuh baik atau tak utk kita in the future..so, do leave every single thing to Him..He'll do it for you, for the Best..i am totally sure!!
• kdg2, kite harus akur kan..walau sehebat mane pun kite, kite pasti pernah merasa gagal..paling tidak pun, pasti akan rase gak kekalahan..kalu kite rase kite hebat, pasti ade org lain yg lebih hebat dr kite kan?? tol? so, bile Allah lmbt makbulkan or langsung x approve hajat kite tuh..that means, kite kdg2 harus akur..ape yg kite mintak tak sume nye kite akan dpt, mark my words then..hmm,

then, people..got to go now, aduss..doa td i lupe lak, nasib baek planner dpn mate i..aduyai, pecah lobang i letak doa mintak dekat jodoh kat planner..pas neh, jgn serang planner marroon 2010 i taw..hehe,

'allahummaj 'alhu (name guy yg kite nk jd kan jodoh tu) mahbubatan fii quloobil mu'minin wa basyirhu (name guy yg kite nk jd kan jodoh tu) wa balligh-hu ila mi-atin wa 'isyriina hasanatan fallahu khairrun haafidzaa, wa huwa arhamar rohimiin..'ameen..

wishing that this shared-du'a akan tetapkan lagi iman and our faith in Him..ape2 pun, hati tiap manusia..Allah yg pegang, doa tu kan senjata..senjata utk lembutkan hati org yg kt ingin nk jadikan jodoh tu, semoga hati nya lembut kan..tp, yg penting..Allah Sayang Kite kalu ape yg kite wat tu sume nye bertunjangkan niat utk meraih keredhaan Nya kan??

salam to my family in sibu, i miss you all guys..damnly much, sebenaq nya..tgah sedih gak time neh, down sebentar bersame i..huahua, sbb demam kot..aduyai, i think balek neh i need to go back and recite Allah's Compilation of Love Letters utk tenangkan hati..wahai hati, tenanglah kau..ea?? please..

love always, n.<3.r.a>