*i am NO SUPERWOMAN*

salam people,

i am typing this with tears, all i can i say is SORRY to those people that i have hurt..it's hard for me, it's hard..

i know, i made a lot of mistakes..but i still deserve a chance, and me myself always want the best for my life..

but, now i know..i cannot serve the best to my loved ones, utk semua nya;

to my parents;

i am sorry, i am not a good daughter. i caused trouble to both of them. i made them cried. i always made them worried. i am sorry, i am no superwoman. aku selalu susahkan hati org tua. i am sorry pak, i am sorry mak..i knew i am wrong, i am sorry. i admit that i am no longer a superwoman. i am sorry.


to my adik2;

i failed to be a good sister. i can't lead all of you. i caused a lot of trouble. i am sorry. i am not a good sister though. i can't be a good example to my siblings. i am sorry. i am no longer a superwoman, i am sorry.

to him;

i am sorry, i couldn't fulfill what i have promised. i am no longer a superwoman. i can't make everyone happy to be with me. i am sorry.

to all;

i am sorry if i have hurt all of you. i am not a perfect good girl. i am no superwoman. i couldn't serve the best to all. i am sorry for not being a good girl to all. but, i always wanted all of you to be noted that..i have tried my very best to please every one, and it hurts me. it hurts me so much. but i don't even mind as long as i can see people surrounding me happy, i am sorry. i have done semampu nya. i am sorry.

i am an ordinary girl. merely ordinary. merely ordinary. merely ordinary. and, i am no longer a superwoman. cause i have hurt a lot of people.

after this, i will fake the smile. i will fake the laugh. i will fake everything. let them know that i am happy even though deep inside my heart..i am hurt, i am sorry. ='(