Thursday, September 16, 2010
*i am NO SUPERWOMAN*
i am typing this with tears, all i can i say is SORRY to those people that i have hurt..it's hard for me, it's hard..
i know, i made a lot of mistakes..but i still deserve a chance, and me myself always want the best for my life..
but, now i know..i cannot serve the best to my loved ones, utk semua nya;
to my parents;
i am sorry, i am not a good daughter. i caused trouble to both of them. i made them cried. i always made them worried. i am sorry, i am no superwoman. aku selalu susahkan hati org tua. i am sorry pak, i am sorry mak..i knew i am wrong, i am sorry. i admit that i am no longer a superwoman. i am sorry.
to my adik2;
i failed to be a good sister. i can't lead all of you. i caused a lot of trouble. i am sorry. i am not a good sister though. i can't be a good example to my siblings. i am sorry. i am no longer a superwoman, i am sorry.
to him;
i am sorry, i couldn't fulfill what i have promised. i am no longer a superwoman. i can't make everyone happy to be with me. i am sorry.
to all;
i am sorry if i have hurt all of you. i am not a perfect good girl. i am no superwoman. i couldn't serve the best to all. i am sorry for not being a good girl to all. but, i always wanted all of you to be noted that..i have tried my very best to please every one, and it hurts me. it hurts me so much. but i don't even mind as long as i can see people surrounding me happy, i am sorry. i have done semampu nya. i am sorry.
i am an ordinary girl. merely ordinary. merely ordinary. merely ordinary. and, i am no longer a superwoman. cause i have hurt a lot of people.
after this, i will fake the smile. i will fake the laugh. i will fake everything. let them know that i am happy even though deep inside my heart..i am hurt, i am sorry. ='(
Friday, September 3, 2010
*seeking for the green light*
it's september 4th aaaa!
happy birthday nora, =)
on my birthday, i wanna seek for the green light from someone..and i will try so hard to get the green light,
once i got it, i'll post it in this bloggy blog..pray for me!
gotta go, with loves..
n.o.r.a the birthday girl~
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
*super woman*
my age is turning up to 23 in a few days left,uwawawa..
my wish; i wanna be a SUPER WOMAN,
why??
because i always want to serve the best to my loved ones, i want them to remember me wherever they are heading to..
question??
can't i be a SUPER WOMAN??
answer??
IMPOSSIBILTY IS NOTHING, sayang..
happy becoming birthday, SUPER WOMAN to- be..insya allah,
n.o.r.a
super woman in a super challenge world, insya allah.. =')
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
*sanah helwah*
today's date reminds me of someone and something..ouh no, i need to leave every single thing back..this is the new chapter of my life, ho yeah!
may Allah bless you all the way, semoga sentiasa dpt redha Nya..all the best in whatever you do in your life!
i do always pray for you, thank you for every single thing..selamattttt!
Sunday, July 11, 2010
*not so good*
hmm, hati tengah mengeluh..tp Allah memang berhak utk uji kite kan? tp, i bet what had happened is not going to be a so good starting for me to begin the new 7th semester..sangat sedih,
then, i had to say goodbye to kak hanis, jannah and akidah..thank you and sorry for everything guys, korang antara classmates terbaik yg pernah ade in my life..pas ni korg wat assignment 3 org je, i am no in that class anymore *and my tears are dropping while i am typing this* ='(
korang, sorry kalau ade salah silap sepanjang kite jd classmates..please do pray for me so that i can survive in the other environment, thank you for always bearing with my badsssss..sangat jahat kan? =(
benda2 mcm tok la make me wanna feel go home, aaaaa..nak plg sibu! i need to calm myself down first, and i need to meet HIM and recite the compilation of HIS love letters..al mulk, insya allah..Allah, please help me..please help me to be strong to fight and grab the excellence, =(
i am off until now, to the family; please do pray for me.. =( i miss home terribly much!
with love and hugs; n.o.r.a
Monday, June 14, 2010
*alhamdulillah*
sekarang di malaysia waktu 0407 hours, 15 june 2010..hehe, hmmm..so many things happened in my life, sepanjang my agr is nearly to 23 now..euwwww, sgt byk..byk pengalaman, byk pengajaran as well..yeap, yeap..
to my bap: happy father's day to you..i love you unconditionally, thank you for being such a great father to us..i know no words can be described to express how do i feel towards to bap,thank you for every single thing..i love you!
to mak and adik: all of you are the greatest thing that Allah has granted to me in my life, xda ganti..sampei bila2, no matter what happen..i love you guys!
to him: it's the time to comment..lalala~ congratulation! you know what i mean aaa, kan? awak..thank you for the surprise, thank you sbb sbr and terus sbr bearing with me..sepanjang i kat brunei, sepanjang i kat sibu..teman i time i terlalu boring, thank you sbb sanggup dtg to my hometown and the surprise as well..sgt terharu, you know what..kdg2 i feel that, i really need you as my friend..i mean my bestest friend, i feel like i don't wanna lose you..you are so kind, thank you..congratulation sbb da confirm, sponsor makan!! please!! hehe..thank you for all the messages, thank you atas tanda ingatan..to me and to my family as well, tp tamaw expose dulu kat org okae..tamaw! lagi 2 thn blh x? to you; kalu bace this post..jgn gelak2 taw, i know you will..aaaa, hehe..thank you, i know no words can be expressed to you..syukran,
aaaa..ngantok balek, nnt ade free..i sambung g ea, byk g nk ckp ni..hehe,
with love,
n.o.r.a =)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
xoxo brunei in memories xoxo
wow..euwww, it has been a month..exactly a month aaa, fuhhh..tarit nafas dalam2 dolok, hmm..within a month, i learn lot of things..about life, about the career, everything..about the sincerity, every single thing..
sangat banyak memories di brunei that i might not erase from my mind, kenangan dgn kakak2 and abang counsel yg sangat baik..thank you for bearing with us guys!
kak yaya: si gigi besi yg bersinar, thank you for every single thing..gonna miss you badly! kak yaya lawak..kene amal selalu taw ape yg kami ajar, kalau nk tmbh syllabus sendiri pun ok..hehe,
kak fina: helmet..akak la pengguna jalan raya yg paling berhemah sekali kan?? x atas jalan pon, ttp berhemah tinggi..kak, thank you..jazakallahu khairan kathira, euwww..i ckp arab pulak! ngaaaa..terima kasih for bottom of my heart,
bg fen: junior counsel yg mesra rakyat..yg suke wat video sendiri, kann? yg pernah parking tanpa motif dpn office hari sabtu dgn harapan supaya semua orang tahu yg die keje overtime..sbr je laaa kan, bg fen..thank you atas kesabaran membimbing kami, terima kasih..wishing that one day we might run a firm together, tp nk demand gaji blh?? hehe..
to kak noor, kasrin, ali, kak lyna, kak ain, kak gayah and kak lipah: terima kasih atas segalanya..terima kasih atas perhatian anda kepada perantau2 ni, insya allah..ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi, halal kan makan minum kami..
to uncle daud and the family: terima kasih atas penerimaan uncle, halakan makan minum kami selama kami di brunei..terima kasih atas ilmu yg uncle curahkan, insya allah..ada rezeki, kami akan kembali ke brunei..
fuhhh..i experience a lot byk perkara di bumi org lain, walaupun serumpun..ttp byk beza, but..hujan batu di negeri sendiri kan? sirih harus plg ke gagang..aaaa, insya allah..i will apply what i've got there, semoga pengalaman dr brunei darussalam akan menjadi inspirasi saya untuk berjaya dalam bidang kepeguaman..ameen,
xtaw nk start dr mane ea my pengalaman kat brunei ni..speecless and wordless, aaaa..sgt indah, terlalu indah..kenangan yg paling indah that might no be erased from my mind and my heart, terima kasih semua atas segala-galanya..apa yg pasti, kami xkan mampu jumpe pengganti sebaik korang..keep in touch,
terima kasih brunei!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
*happy before leaving*
we'll be leaving to brunei tonight..at 2330 hours, sedih..plus excited, plus happy..auwww, insya Allah we will try our best to survive there and to gain knowledge..ameen,
i am happy today people, i used to meet someone..i am happy frankly speaking, sgt2 happy dapat jumpe die..it's too meaningful for me to meet him before i leave, lapar jd kenyang..ngantok jd segar, suma la..the power of ****, hehe..alhamdulillah, i da pass da the books..hopefully, the books blh ganti i sepanjang ketiadaan i kat malaysia ea..and wish to see you soon after i got back to malaysia ea, insya Allah..the song that i used to transfer to you just now is the song that i always want you to listen to it, hehe..afgan-bukan cinta biasa, hehe..kekasih ku tertinggal di malaysia maaaaaaa, auwww..hehe, xde la..kan2, i tertinggal my inspiration je..my advisor and i am his legal and language advisor, haha..and my motivator too, mcm my bap..hampir same, auwwww..taking care sepanjang i xde ea, solat jgn tinggal..byk doa taw, thank you for the treat..thank you mr.advisor, =))
to my family; bok bpa ari jak dtg..lum panas gk burit pdh org, dah perlu g jaoh2 gk..aaaa, gonna miss you all..to bap, mak..abil, adam..izzati and adik, all of you are the reason..the unconditional reason why i am doing this, i want to improvise our living standard..i promise the best, ameen..i love you all, with all the heart..and my love is unconditional!
we gonna move by tonight, wishing that this practical will gonna be a great oppoturnities to me to be a great lawyer in the future..ameen,
with all the heart,
n.o.r.a
Thursday, May 6, 2010
*home sweet home*
i am back! now i da kat bilik i kat tanah air terchent adoww..auwww, hehe..nyamai tok, org lain da tdo da..i xleh nk tdo, da tbiase jage mlm2..nnt siang plak tdo, but..not tomorrow, esok..i had to go to immigration to have my passport there,
i am going to brunei people!! i am heading to brunei for my practical..xlmk, mudahan kuat n tabah d tmpt org, nervous sikit..hehe,
i am going to miss peole here again n again..uwaaa! da gtaw kat him yg i am leaving for brunei soon, hmm..nnt x leh msg ea, gonna miss my 'best' friend..i da pass buku tu, td ingat nk 'jumpe'..to xsempat, org ramai kan?? sesak plak..it's okay, insya allah ade rezeki kte jumpe ea..doa taw, mudahan sentiasa kuat and tabah..x contact, it doesn't mean kte lupa kan?? you yg ajar i utk jd matang..n always bear with my bad, thank you!
i am home people! i am home, and my 6th part pun da selesai..but we still don't know what is the ending, hopefully..segalanya akan berjaya! semua sekali..ameen,
i am home! auwww..i love my family damnly much, muchacha!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
*balit sibo's mode is on*
da lepas da 6 papers..alhamdulillah, i am satisfied dgn segala usaha..i dun care what kind of grade that i might obtained for this semester, yg penting segala nya da selesai dgn jaya..doa n tawakkal, ameen..
the next day after tomorrow..will be having final paper, fiqhul mu'asir..semoga segala nya lancar, then on the evening..i will be getting back to sibu, tanah tumpah darah ku dowwww...auwwww, lalala..
but..i seems that, i am gonna miss someone..hehe, sometwo..somethree, hehe..xpe, later on..i'll pass to you the books that i promised aa, take good care of yourself..thank you atas semangat and for being patient to me sepanjang i exam neh, asek jage hati i je kan?? my bad...sgt bad,
people.. he is a good guy..terima i xkire bpe byk kebaikan i..bpe bertimbun nye keburukan i, thank you..so much, hehe..xleh puji byk sgt,
to my parents: i am going home! love you both,
to my siblings: xsabar nk jumpa..best nya, hehe..jumpa si lil gegoley,
to ela: waaaa..get engaged? dgn sapa la? mind to share?
wishing that every single thing will go on smoothly..=))
with love, n.o.r.a
Saturday, April 24, 2010
*rindu kat blog*
only now and today i have the opportunities to do blogging..aduyai, i am having the final now..sangat busy..fb pon x on, sorry guys!
alhamdulillah..da lepas da 2 papers, another 5 papers to go..insya Allah, wishing that every single thing will go on smoothly..i miss home badly! x sabar nak balik sibu! =(
papers left are; entrepreneurship, islamic law of torts, equity and trusts, criminal law and finally fiqhul mu'asir..insya allah, saya menjanjikan yg terbaik kali ini..do pray for me people! insya Allah..ho yeah! *absorbing the spirit! hehe*
hmm..nk share something about us, hehe..that day, we used to have some quarrels..alaa, alah bisa tegal biasa bah..some arguments, last2..i nanges, awuuu..congek, tp..what i found is, perasaan tu makin kukuh..makin kuat, mungkin hmm..not mungkin, tp yg pasti Allah bantu kami..Allah bantu kami meneutralkan hati, utk balance study..kerjaya dgn soal hati, thank you Allah..we learn on how to suit each other secara matang, i learn on how to understand a guy and look at him with a guy's perspective..and he too, he learns on how to deal with my bads..sgt byk bad, hehe..sedikit sebanyak, doa from ustz harun din sgt berkesan pd kami..semoga segala nya dlm peliharaan Allah, semoga hati kami sentiasa tunduk pd Yang Maha Hebat..insya Allah,
to my mak and my bap: saya menjanjikan usaha dan hasil yg terbaik utk sem ini..mohon doa dari kalian, i will ensure that you both will gonna be the first to be proud of having me as daughter by 2012...insya allah, ameen..love you both!
to my siblings: i miss you guys..x sabar nk pulang sibo cepat2, nk makan canai telor..nk makan kari mak, nk makan byk benda sampei perut penuh! kampua ayam..mee jawa, euwww..aaaaaa, please..masa cepat la berlalu! i love you guys!
to him: insya Allah..thank you for always bearing with me, with my bads..bad kan? i am happy for some changes, i will lend you some books..ustaz hasrizal's books, sgt mendidik jiwa..insya Allah, selagi kita berada dalam peliharaan Nya..hati masing2 akan tetap di situ, kukuh..ameen, thank you atas semangat..i feel comfort with you sbb i ade teman nk argue pasal issue semasa..pasal religious matters, hafal surah same2..thank you for being such a good friend, barakallhu fiik.. =)) thank you atas pengertian sepanjang i tgah exam ea..
to farah: ahaaa..new friend, nice chatting with you..nnt i dtg iium..i'll let you know aaa, insya Allah..btw, thank you for informing me the email of prof dr aziz bari..barakallhu fiik, =))
to ela: hmmm, xpa..jgn di kenang gilak, perkara lalu...mun mena nya bertunang dgn ktk, kmk mst gago tlg la..then, ktk fhm nak apa yg kmk coba sampai kan?? laaa, sorry rya x reply msg ktk..tgah study week and musim exam, dh mcm zombie dh kmk tok eh..xpa, kmk plg sibu lak..kt story2 k, insya Allah..taking care, byk kan berdoa..amal surah al-mulk, insya Allah ktk tenang..ameeen, be happy..
to my coursemates and friends: all the best for the final exam! ma'at taufiq wannajah!
::pengorbanan yang diperlukan sangat besar kerana harganya MAHAL, harganya MAHAL kerana nilainya TINGGI..nilainya TINGGI kerana ia merupakan agenda untuk melahirkan ilmuwan pewaris Anbiya', pasak dan kukuhkan niat kerana Nya..insya Allah, jalan kita dipermudahkan..ameen::
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
*zaman dolu2*
- Allah nak kita tunggu masa yang sesuai untuk makbulkan hajat tersebut sbb Dia nk tgk kita usaha sungguh2 nk dapatkan ape yg kite nak tuh..tol x? sbb..kalau kite asyik senang dapat ape yg kite hajat, kite xkan rase susah nk dapatkannya..then, kite xkan hargai sangat ape yg kite dapat tu..ala2, do take things for granted gitu..kan2??
- Allah x makbulkan doa kite sbb Dia nk anugerah kan perkara lain yg mungkin lebih baik drpd ape yg kite harapkan dan hajatkan selama neh..sape la kite ni manusia nk d bandingkan dgn Yg Maha Mencipta kan?? Dia Lebih Mengetahui, so..Dia lebih berhak untuk approve or reject doa kite kan? kite xtaw and x sure g ape yg kite hajat kan tuh baik atau tak utk kita in the future..so, do leave every single thing to Him..He'll do it for you, for the Best..i am totally sure!!
- kdg2, kite harus akur kan..walau sehebat mane pun kite, kite pasti pernah merasa gagal..paling tidak pun, pasti akan rase gak kekalahan..kalu kite rase kite hebat, pasti ade org lain yg lebih hebat dr kite kan?? tol? so, bile Allah lmbt makbulkan or langsung x approve hajat kite tuh..that means, kite kdg2 harus akur..ape yg kite mintak tak sume nye kite akan dpt, mark my words then..hmm,
then, people..got to go now, aduss..doa td i lupe lak, nasib baek planner dpn mate i..aduyai, pecah lobang i letak doa mintak dekat jodoh kat planner..pas neh, jgn serang planner marroon 2010 i taw..hehe,
'allahummaj 'alhu (name guy yg kite nk jd kan jodoh tu) mahbubatan fii quloobil mu'minin wa basyirhu (name guy yg kite nk jd kan jodoh tu) wa balligh-hu ila mi-atin wa 'isyriina hasanatan fallahu khairrun haafidzaa, wa huwa arhamar rohimiin..'ameen..
wishing that this shared-du'a akan tetapkan lagi iman and our faith in Him..ape2 pun, hati tiap manusia..Allah yg pegang, doa tu kan senjata..senjata utk lembutkan hati org yg kt ingin nk jadikan jodoh tu, semoga hati nya lembut kan..tp, yg penting..Allah Sayang Kite kalu ape yg kite wat tu sume nye bertunjangkan niat utk meraih keredhaan Nya kan??
salam to my family in sibu, i miss you all guys..damnly much, sebenaq nya..tgah sedih gak time neh, down sebentar bersame i..huahua, sbb demam kot..aduyai, i think balek neh i need to go back and recite Allah's Compilation of Love Letters utk tenangkan hati..wahai hati, tenanglah kau..ea?? please..
love always, n.<3.r.a>
Monday, April 5, 2010
not so well, =$
Monday, March 29, 2010
serenade of schubert, =)

it's just i miss home badly, nak pulang! uwaa! nak pulang!!
to you, thank you! you know it well..kayo pak cik kayo! lol! jgn putus berdoa okay, insya Allah..kita akan dapat raih restu dan redha semua orang yg kita harapkan,
ameen, insya Allah..
love you all, n.o.r.a
Friday, March 19, 2010
*yeay!*
mak and bap; yeay! da siap assignment, i love you both!
adik2: i miss you all! i had accomplished all the given task! yeah...
to ela: ktk da jumpa org baru ka la?? =)) mind to share? =))
with love, nora..
*the ultimate love*
Thursday, March 18, 2010
* sudin ajaib la sangat*
Monday, March 15, 2010
*giraffe*
hmmm, next..the final examination is just around the corner, it will start on april 19th and will be ended on may 6th..then, i will only can get back to home..i bought the flight ticket on may 6th on the evening, hahah..optimistic itu harus! =))
talking about the nearly final examination, oh my..the 6th part has come to the end, after having the latihan industri for 2 months then we will proceed with the next 7th part..as always dealing with bundles of works i seldomly did not realize that the time run so fast and left us behind,
the treasure here in ISUM only left less than 2 years to be accomplished, it seems like it was yesterday i did register my LLB degree here..i realize something, people..that whatever happen, time and tide wait for no man! patut la org arab kate..masa tu ibarat mata pedang yg menunggu untuk memancung mangsa nya, sebab..masa takkan sesekali tunggu kita as well as kalau kita lalai, then..all the precious things that we should do before are neglected,
i used to learn lot of things here in ISUM since it was my first time steeping my feet into this newly established campus, i was thought to be more matured to handle things in my life..i was thought to be a strong girl who used to be far away from the family and survive to embrace the LLB, i was thought to be a strong survivor here to accomplish my LLB for five years equivalent to 10 parts, whoaaaa...thank you ISUM, i gained all great memories here in order to guide me to be a 'real' human in the future once i've been graduated from here.. insya Allah, ameen..
to my parents, mak and bap: i promise the best, yes i do..i will fulfill the promise, i love you both..
to my siblings, nanab..am, izzati and khairani; i love you guys, damnly much...mcm zirafah kat gambar atas ya, love is everything..rindu nk kelaie, rindu nk plg umah sebenarnya..i jak xda kat umah time celebrate birthday adik last night nak?? and lil khairani said that, nya xdapat nak salam i sbb i jauh.. =((
to 'you'; thank you for always bearing with me, with my impatience..with my bad, and every single thing of me..wishing that our prayers will be heard by Him, insya Allah..thank you for always being there for me whenever i need you, thank you..
to my team member for English Debate, FSU; i miss the momento guys! damnly..kita still juara, =)
wishing that every single thing will go on smoothly..insya Allah, ameen..see you next time guys,
*n..o..r..a*
*love raihan*
salam people,
to ela; insya allah..sikit masa gk kmk akan inform k, =) jgn terkejut aaa..insya allah bila dpt green light and restu, kmk xkan conceal apa pun..perkara bait nk? =) ktk la? sehat? gk ada gangguan gk x? mun gk ada, sumpah jak la..hehehe, jaik kmk eh..ajar nk x bagus ngan ktk, mst ktk tgah relax time t0k nk..cuti skolah, kmk 3 mgu gk final..sgt busy, tok pun kmk bok bis english debate..ktk nki smbg blaja la?? mun x maok jaoh dr family..ambk pjj, kan ada uum n upm d sibo nk?? try apply bh..insya allah dpt, ilmu ada d sne2 jak..lak kmk balit sibo kt jumpa k, =)) *hugs and kisses*
to you; home sick ea?? haha..dugaan, sabar ea..tiap kali solat jgn lupe doa taw, ayat 1000 dinar..take care always, thank you atas doa.. =)
to my family; nk balit! nk pulang! i miss you guys, nk celebrate birthday rehan sekali..
love you guys, all the way...
n.o.r.a














