Saturday, April 24, 2010

*rindu kat blog*

salam people and hi there,

only now and today i have the opportunities to do blogging..aduyai, i am having the final now..sangat busy..fb pon x on, sorry guys!

alhamdulillah..da lepas da 2 papers, another 5 papers to go..insya Allah, wishing that every single thing will go on smoothly..i miss home badly! x sabar nak balik sibu! =(

papers left are; entrepreneurship, islamic law of torts, equity and trusts, criminal law and finally fiqhul mu'asir..insya allah, saya menjanjikan yg terbaik kali ini..do pray for me people! insya Allah..ho yeah! *absorbing the spirit! hehe*

hmm..nk share something about us, hehe..that day, we used to have some quarrels..alaa, alah bisa tegal biasa bah..some arguments, last2..i nanges, awuuu..congek, tp..what i found is, perasaan tu makin kukuh..makin kuat, mungkin hmm..not mungkin, tp yg pasti Allah bantu kami..Allah bantu kami meneutralkan hati, utk balance study..kerjaya dgn soal hati, thank you Allah..we learn on how to suit each other secara matang, i learn on how to understand a guy and look at him with a guy's perspective..and he too, he learns on how to deal with my bads..sgt byk bad, hehe..sedikit sebanyak, doa from ustz harun din sgt berkesan pd kami..semoga segala nya dlm peliharaan Allah, semoga hati kami sentiasa tunduk pd Yang Maha Hebat..insya Allah,

to my mak and my bap: saya menjanjikan usaha dan hasil yg terbaik utk sem ini..mohon doa dari kalian, i will ensure that you both will gonna be the first to be proud of having me as daughter by 2012...insya allah, ameen..love you both!

to my siblings: i miss you guys..x sabar nk pulang sibo cepat2, nk makan canai telor..nk makan kari mak, nk makan byk benda sampei perut penuh! kampua ayam..mee jawa, euwww..aaaaaa, please..masa cepat la berlalu! i love you guys!

to him: insya Allah..thank you for always bearing with me, with my bads..bad kan? i am happy for some changes, i will lend you some books..ustaz hasrizal's books, sgt mendidik jiwa..insya Allah, selagi kita berada dalam peliharaan Nya..hati masing2 akan tetap di situ, kukuh..ameen, thank you atas semangat..i feel comfort with you sbb i ade teman nk argue pasal issue semasa..pasal religious matters, hafal surah same2..thank you for being such a good friend, barakallhu fiik.. =)) thank you atas pengertian sepanjang i tgah exam ea..

to farah: ahaaa..new friend, nice chatting with you..nnt i dtg iium..i'll let you know aaa, insya Allah..btw, thank you for informing me the email of prof dr aziz bari..barakallhu fiik, =))

to ela: hmmm, xpa..jgn di kenang gilak, perkara lalu...mun mena nya bertunang dgn ktk, kmk mst gago tlg la..then, ktk fhm nak apa yg kmk coba sampai kan?? laaa, sorry rya x reply msg ktk..tgah study week and musim exam, dh mcm zombie dh kmk tok eh..xpa, kmk plg sibu lak..kt story2 k, insya Allah..taking care, byk kan berdoa..amal surah al-mulk, insya Allah ktk tenang..ameeen, be happy..

to my coursemates and friends: all the best for the final exam! ma'at taufiq wannajah!


::pengorbanan yang diperlukan sangat besar kerana harganya MAHAL, harganya MAHAL kerana nilainya TINGGI..nilainya TINGGI kerana ia merupakan agenda untuk melahirkan ilmuwan pewaris Anbiya', pasak dan kukuhkan niat kerana Nya..insya Allah, jalan kita dipermudahkan..ameen::

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

*zaman dolu2*

salam and hi there,

i did start my day today with mood yang kurenggg..adoi~ hmm..my sleep was being disturbed so many times sbb i da pergi telan byk giler ubat batok malam semalam, sbb tu la mcm moody sket bile tidur x cukup..x cukup2 lagi ke i tidur?? kang tidur tak bangun2 lagi naya dowww..
hmmm, i learnt and got something new today..from one's blog, i read the article that regards to girls menengah rendah..hmm, doesn't mean that you don't have any admirer during your schooldays = in the future you will not have any boyfie or hubby..aduyai, ape sangat la peminat2 tu compared to the pranggg results and the future..aite?? betol gak ape yg blogger tu cakap when, zaman dolu2..boys suke tgk girls yg chantek..yg pakai make up g sekolah, yg slim gitu..yg gigi lurus and whatsoever laaaa, tp xsemestinya couple time sekolah will ensure the relationship will be ended with an ultimate marriage kann?? mostly, tak dew!! and, one more thing..what i found after i read novel baru keluaran alaf 21 for sure, written by anis ayuni..'saat kau kata cinta', the story goes..puppy's love laaa, nak tunjuk la yg puppy's love neh x bawak ke mane pon..x di nafikan mmg ade yg couple time sekolah dolu2 kawen and bahagia, tp peratusan nye x byk..and ramai yg couple time sekolah, alih2 bile da besaq..kawen dgn org lain, aduyai~
to be frank, me too..pernah je minat guys kat sekolah dolu2, hehe..muke gatai, but i know..yg tu sume x bawak ke mane pon sbb at the end of the school days, we are going to be separated sbb masing2 akan balik ke hometown sendiri and will further the studies based on their own minat kann?? x kuase i nak amek field lain dr law kalau guy yg i admire tu minat engine..aaaa, x kuase denn..=)) and i mananged to put myself a the limit line when i whispered to myself that one sweet day i'll find out a real guy that will love me for the way i am..ameen, now..i am glad that i found him, alhamdulillah..
thank you Allah, for re-opening our heart..mine especially, semoga 4 thn mendatang..kami akan 'dipertemukan' dlm keadaan hati dan kasih sayang yg masih terpaut antara satu sama lain, yg masih kukuh..semoga segala nya selamat dan terpelihara dlm peliharaanMu ya Allah, peliharakan lah iman kami padaMu..semoga nanti hati kami masih kekal menyayangi antara satu sama lain walaupun selepas 4 thn, kami akan 'bertemu' dlm keadaan profession yg berbeda dr apa yg kami ada sekarang ya Allah..kau permudahkan lah segala urusan dan perjalanan kami ya Tuhan,
then, i wanna share something here..doa untuk mendekatkan jodoh, ehem2..mesti ramai aaa pas neh kan yg nk amek doa neh, doa+usaha+ikhtiar taw..semoga segala nya dpt apa yg d inginkan..tp, don't let yourself down kalu doa tu Allah x makbulkan or lambat makbulkan..sbb;
  • Allah nak kita tunggu masa yang sesuai untuk makbulkan hajat tersebut sbb Dia nk tgk kita usaha sungguh2 nk dapatkan ape yg kite nak tuh..tol x? sbb..kalau kite asyik senang dapat ape yg kite hajat, kite xkan rase susah nk dapatkannya..then, kite xkan hargai sangat ape yg kite dapat tu..ala2, do take things for granted gitu..kan2??
  • Allah x makbulkan doa kite sbb Dia nk anugerah kan perkara lain yg mungkin lebih baik drpd ape yg kite harapkan dan hajatkan selama neh..sape la kite ni manusia nk d bandingkan dgn Yg Maha Mencipta kan?? Dia Lebih Mengetahui, so..Dia lebih berhak untuk approve or reject doa kite kan? kite xtaw and x sure g ape yg kite hajat kan tuh baik atau tak utk kita in the future..so, do leave every single thing to Him..He'll do it for you, for the Best..i am totally sure!!
  • kdg2, kite harus akur kan..walau sehebat mane pun kite, kite pasti pernah merasa gagal..paling tidak pun, pasti akan rase gak kekalahan..kalu kite rase kite hebat, pasti ade org lain yg lebih hebat dr kite kan?? tol? so, bile Allah lmbt makbulkan or langsung x approve hajat kite tuh..that means, kite kdg2 harus akur..ape yg kite mintak tak sume nye kite akan dpt, mark my words then..hmm,

then, people..got to go now, aduss..doa td i lupe lak, nasib baek planner dpn mate i..aduyai, pecah lobang i letak doa mintak dekat jodoh kat planner..pas neh, jgn serang planner marroon 2010 i taw..hehe,

'allahummaj 'alhu (name guy yg kite nk jd kan jodoh tu) mahbubatan fii quloobil mu'minin wa basyirhu (name guy yg kite nk jd kan jodoh tu) wa balligh-hu ila mi-atin wa 'isyriina hasanatan fallahu khairrun haafidzaa, wa huwa arhamar rohimiin..'ameen..

wishing that this shared-du'a akan tetapkan lagi iman and our faith in Him..ape2 pun, hati tiap manusia..Allah yg pegang, doa tu kan senjata..senjata utk lembutkan hati org yg kt ingin nk jadikan jodoh tu, semoga hati nya lembut kan..tp, yg penting..Allah Sayang Kite kalu ape yg kite wat tu sume nye bertunjangkan niat utk meraih keredhaan Nya kan??

salam to my family in sibu, i miss you all guys..damnly much, sebenaq nya..tgah sedih gak time neh, down sebentar bersame i..huahua, sbb demam kot..aduyai, i think balek neh i need to go back and recite Allah's Compilation of Love Letters utk tenangkan hati..wahai hati, tenanglah kau..ea?? please..

love always, n.<3.r.a>

Monday, April 5, 2010

not so well, =$

salam people and hi there,



i am not too well for this 3 days, uwaaaa..home sick + flu + bad cough + fell down at the stair case! nk balit sibo!! please, people..do take me home!! ='((
in actual, i wanna share a lot of thing to you all..but my health condition lately did not allow me to do it so, but during this past weekends..i managed to stay with my aunty in order to help her to handle some legal project on saturday, hmm.. i did learn much from them, i learnt on how to deal with the real customers in the real world..thank you Allah, fortunately i did gain a lot of experience in client counselling before..it helped me a lot, sangat byk dan bermakna..thank you, and to miss fadhlina alias too..i miss you ma'am! =))
dlm kiraan 2 mgu lagi, i will be having the final examination..takot sket, but..insya Allah, i promise to do my very best..akan berusaha utk improvise from the previous results, insya Allah..ameen, semoga my health condition will gonna be okay..insya Allah, will fight for justice..and will prangggg the exam's result!!
that means, the 6th part has come to the end..sangat terlalu sangat cepat masa berlalu, it has left us..semoga masa yang telah berlalu memberi byk pengajaran dan peringatan to me and the others, anmd semoga masa yg akan dtg and akan berlalu selepas ini mengajar i to appreciate it more..insya Allah, ameen..
whatever it is, i love to treasure my life here in ISUM..i learnt a lot, sangat banyak..=)) semoga segala nya menjanjikan yg terbaik in the future..in love, in studies and in every single thing..ameen,
to my family there; i miss you all guys..damnly much, muchacha..
to my friends: ma'at taufiq wannajah fi hadzhihil imtihannu nihaa'ie..insya Allah, barakallahu lakumm..
to you; do pray for me ea..thank you atas do'a, ape pon ujian..dugaan, kalau dah jodoh..we are still going to be meant together kann?? ameen.. =))
lots of love, n.o.r.a =))